Realized......
I realized that people have been helping me a while but I did not realized until couple of days ago that really humble me. I do know why I have been failing in life. That is because I want the things to go in my way. Also, I felt that I have not been serving people all the while. Rather, people serving me. This feeling is like a spoilt brat trying to get the things he want, not considering about other people's feeling. The only way I can do now is to ask God for wisdom and to do thing with feeling for others. If not, I will not be getting right with my entire life.
Also, I am actually starting to keep myself fit by swimming almost everyday and run alternate day so that I am prepared for NS. And to keep my health in an acceptable range.