Feeling Lost......

As I kinda ponder on what to say about year 2005, I realized that it is hard to see someone that you love the most suddenly just leave this world and never come back. I was just wondering why is there pain and suffering in this world. But I guess is that God really want us to be strong in many areas of our life and also our believe too. I really really hope to see that 2006 will be a better year for everyone.

Well here are this list that I hope to see the world in year 2006

1. The economy will be better as more people will get jobs.

2. Manchester United must change some of their players/coaches and their playing style.

3. The mission trip that I am going will be a life changing experience for me.

4. My faith for God will be stronger.

5. TP will have better food. Especially Fast Food outlets.

6. People in WOW will be more serious with God's word.

7. Prove that the Da Vinci code is just a fiction. Not a fact

8. God will be guiding Singapore to greater heights

9. To have good results

Well this are my hope and dreams for year 2006. How about yours? Think hard if you don't have one. Signing off for year 2005.

Do you really know yourself well?

After watching this show called "The Great White Tower", I realized that I do not really know myself well enough. In this show, you will see that this doctor died with regrets because of what he during the past. As I watch this last episode, I realized that we must really know what we want to do in life. Besides that, Our faith in God should not come to a doubt but rather to believe in what the Bible says. Seriously, sometimes we will think that God is not with us. But I can say is that he is always with us. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.

As I look forward to the next year, let this 2005 be a lesson to us. Not with regrets but rather learn the mistakes and never look back. I hope that we will be able to depend on God word more than ever before.

What is Love meant to you?

What does love really meant to you all? According to the dictionary, it means "A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness". To me, it is about sacrificing and to do something that is common with the person you love the most. But I do not know whether I am prepared for this kind boy girl relationship kind stuff. I feel that if you want to be with the person you love, you must really understand her. That goes for the other party. In this relationship, the opposite side must not be too demanding too. I recently watch this Chinese serial show that talk about love and marriage. This guy is really having a hard time with the girlfriend is that she calls non stop. For me, when I saw that, I find that girls are really a bit the paranoid. Come on, if you really love your boyfriend, you should not have call her too many time or else he will be scared of you.

I guess that why relationship fail is due to the fact that you don't know the person that you love really well. For me, I guess that applies to me too. I am not here to point finger whose fault it is that this relationship fails but rather, to actually surrender this relationship to God so as he will make it better for both parties. I guess that is why I failed in this area because I am not ready for this yet. Kinda enjoy the singlehood feeling still.

Seriously, I hope that whatever we do, we do it for the Lord especially in this kind of situation. Because if we don't, then we will suffer the consequences which I believe that no one will want that to happen.

Finally........Term Break

Finally.....This week will be the week that I am going to take thing easy. I just cannot believe that I deserve this break but I guess we have to do something that we will not regret for the rest of out lifes. Live life without regrets. Also this is the time where I am preparing for the next term too. That it will be better than this term. At the mean time, I will be working out almost everyday.

Seriously, I cannot wait for the new year to come. Seriously, I believe that the year 2006 will be a better one. That everything on earth will be done in a proper manner. Not so much about Political stuff, but rather we live our lifes according to what God want us to do. May we be a reflector to other people lifes too.

In Remembrance of.....

I know it has been a long time since I updated this blog. Well I do not know whether I should say I am fine this few months but I am glad to see all my friends again. Especially my friends who went overseas to study. I am glad to have friend that care for me. I would like to thank Kelvin especially for imparting words of wisdom to me. Even though I have not been spending time with him, but I know that he is there for me when I am in times of trouble and needs. Well, all I say is a big "THANK YOU". Kelvin, hang in there for I will be with you in times of trouble and needs too. I will be constantly praying for you. I am glad to have a DG leader like you.

Also I would like to thank all my church friends especially Jared, Wen Jie, Terence, Sarah, Elizabeth, Charlotte, Bing Xin, Kenneth, Keith, Eve, Amadea, Rapheal, Daniel, Fiona, Sheryl, Dawn, Melisa, Peggy and Dancia. Thank you all for guiding me though out my times with me. And also been patience with me too. Serious without you guys, I will not be the way God wants me to be. All I can say is that you are the people that I trust always and I will help you in ways that is within my capabilities.

And finally not to forget my friends from TP CCC and RP CCC. I am glad that God had place me with you guys. I really have a good time with all especially Meta 2005 and Life Meetings. I would want to thank Calyn and Irene for guiding me during my school term and also in many other areas. If it was not for them, I will not be strong in my faith.

I really apologize for not getting Christmas presents for you guys as I am busy with my term test this week. I promise to get you guys presents next year. It will be better. Trust me on that. I will. And finally to end of, I will try to update you guys every week.

Merry Christmas to everyone that is reading my blog.